Up, Down, Repeat

I'm just living life...

But it goes so far up and so far down, especially lately. I get too stressed out about too many things. I could rattle a good number of things that I need to get done or are just worrying about.

What you ask? Where do you want me to start? I need a job. Can I get one through Bethel's Athletic Department? Herbs still? Do I sell shoes? Do I sell suits at Jos A Bank? Do I just keep what I've got now and keep looking from there? All things I don't know...

My car? Hhmm, just need things to get fixed. My bumper needs to be scraped and painted. My left blinker and light are busted. My muffler sounds like I'm a poor HS kid from NBHS. All money I just don't want to throw in a car with 142,000 miles on it.

Stress about Katy...her having a solid consistent job. A place to live. A car. She's been without the first for a couple months, and a car for going on 3 weeks. That's just too long. Insurance and such should have taken care of that long ago. Ah well.

The stresses of life are just too evident.

What makes you happy? How do you stay happy? How much time do you get alone? How much time do you get to be social? How do you quantify your satisfaction in life?

It's great that Katy starts at Target tomorrow. I hope she gets her car taken care of soon. Now I just have to take care of business myself. Get on the job bandwagon and keep doing things that keep me disciplined and heading in the forward direction.

That's all for now.